There were those that insisted it was hormones. I had clearly lost my mind moving to a new country with no friends, no job and only an investment into a house that I hoped I could rent out. Also, I was moving and leaving a relationship; for a new relationship, with a man from the new place. It was a risk, at least. If not dangerous. My suggestion to anyone in this position: Take your time. Do not rush home and divorce your husband and sell, or store, all your stuff. Seems obvious now. My friends did give me this advice, but then they also said I should make up…